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Promise
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You are lost
And it pierces me through
It makes my heart swoon
Collapsing in your dark
Your tears become mine.
You are lost
And so I search
Endlessly I search
For that ribbon of light
I bid my heart adieu.
You are lost
Sailing brackish waters
Half yours
Half unknown
Enveloping you endlessly.
You are lost
And so I hunt
A soft place
A warm place
Where you will finally be found.
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Paul
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I'm Not a Good Boy
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It eats me
Controls me
Tears me open
Destroys me
Away from you for so long
Away knowing you suffer
Suffer just as I do
A suffering you shouldn't know
Shouldn't understand
I wish it to be true
I will it to be true
But alas it remains not
It remains and gradually corrupts my heart
It remains and gradually corrupts me
Come home
Come home
I'm waiting to receive you once again
Hold you. Kiss you. Love you like I should.
But when we are 1000 miles apart
I find it difficult to perform the things I must
Dirty, Disgusting, Mangled, Maimed, Cut, Bled, Bitten, Sliced, Murdered
Hung, Shot, Disdainful, Grimy, Burned, Devoured, Assassinated, Killed.
My wishes.
When I look in the Mirror what I do see?
Do I see me? Is it the truth?
Pallor taking over my complexion
Dotted with speckled crimson
Eyes, weary and red
Lips twisted into an unsightly grimace
Yes. It's true.
Begging, pleading, asking, beseeching. Please. Please. Please.
Listen to me.
My soul is taxed
My heart wavers
My mind leaves me
To a pitiful child like state
of mewling and crying
Those three words.
I miss you.
I need you.
I love you.
They're screamed in my mind at a constant rate
Perhaps slowly increasing in frequency
Never knowing when the next pang of pathetic longing with occur
Feelings of disconnection. Doing nothing.
Probably not the best way to cope.
However until this present time I commend myself.
This isn't living, simply existing.
The daily tasks feel as though I've lost my mind
Completing them for someone who's gone
Who's not coming back
That's what my mind tells me despite everything
Shut up. Shut up. Shut up.
My mind needs to filter itself.
Needs to leave even further.
For it is still present enough to torment me
Torture me.
Well.... I suppose this is more than enough...
Hngggg if you couldn't tell im in a pathetic state of missing my love XD haw! oh well! Mission complete! (i was Assigned to write a poem, and unfortunately, im sorry my love, it couldn't be a happy one...)
Controls me
Tears me open
Destroys me
Away from you for so long
Away knowing you suffer
Suffer just as I do
A suffering you shouldn't know
Shouldn't understand
I wish it to be true
I will it to be true
But alas it remains not
It remains and gradually corrupts my heart
It remains and gradually corrupts me
Come home
Come home
I'm waiting to receive you once again
Hold you. Kiss you. Love you like I should.
But when we are 1000 miles apart
I find it difficult to perform the things I must
Dirty, Disgusting, Mangled, Maimed, Cut, Bled, Bitten, Sliced, Murdered
Hung, Shot, Disdainful, Grimy, Burned, Devoured, Assassinated, Killed.
My wishes.
When I look in the Mirror what I do see?
Do I see me? Is it the truth?
Pallor taking over my complexion
Dotted with speckled crimson
Eyes, weary and red
Lips twisted into an unsightly grimace
Yes. It's true.
Begging, pleading, asking, beseeching. Please. Please. Please.
Listen to me.
My soul is taxed
My heart wavers
My mind leaves me
To a pitiful child like state
of mewling and crying
Those three words.
I miss you.
I need you.
I love you.
They're screamed in my mind at a constant rate
Perhaps slowly increasing in frequency
Never knowing when the next pang of pathetic longing with occur
Feelings of disconnection. Doing nothing.
Probably not the best way to cope.
However until this present time I commend myself.
This isn't living, simply existing.
The daily tasks feel as though I've lost my mind
Completing them for someone who's gone
Who's not coming back
That's what my mind tells me despite everything
Shut up. Shut up. Shut up.
My mind needs to filter itself.
Needs to leave even further.
For it is still present enough to torment me
Torture me.
Well.... I suppose this is more than enough...
Hngggg if you couldn't tell im in a pathetic state of missing my love XD haw! oh well! Mission complete! (i was Assigned to write a poem, and unfortunately, im sorry my love, it couldn't be a happy one...)
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HNGGGGGGG
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Choose 10 of your OC's. Or ten of your favorite people.(like friends,family,celebs. Anyone you think is cool.) But you can't chose yourself.
1: Xhevy (Paul)
2: Sanguine
3: Sinclair
4: Babs
5: Lucifer
6: Leviticus
7: Gary
8: FRED
9: Ellastranna
10: Ayane
1) 4 invites 3 and 8 to dinner at their house. What happens?
FRED kills Sinclair ;_; WHY BABS?!?! WHY?!?!
2) 9 tries to get 5 to go to a strip club.
Poor Lucy is taken aback, for why would his own mother want this?
3) You need to stay at a friends house for the night. Do you chose 1 or 6?
PAULLLLLLLLL *_______________*
4) 2 and 7 are making out. 10 walks in...Their reaction?
O_O ..... Wonder's why Sanguine is making out with Gary.... because... they're opposites... >_>
5) 3 falls in love with 6. 8 is jealous. What happens?
Uhm... FRED? >__> Welp... he'd kill poor Sinclair (again) if such a thing happened.... but he's kind of a playa playa~
6) 4 jumps you in a dark allyway. Who comes to your rescue? 10, 2 or 7?
SANGUINE!!!!!!! But... pft >__> who's gonna need saving from BABS? XD Don't you see his name? It's ridiculous!
7) 1 decides to start a cooking show. 15 minutes later what is happening?
Magical stuff *___* do want.
8) 5 is in a car crash and is critically injured. What does 9 do?
Laugh
9) 3 has to marry either 8,4 or 9. Who do they chose?
Sinclair wants BABS~ he lurves himm so~
10) 7 kidnaps 2 and demands something from 5 for 2's release. What is it?
Xhevy's heart >_> But who's gonna catch Sanguine? Gary can't catch Sanguine XD
11) You get to meet either 1 or 6. Who do you chose?
*____________* PAULLLLLLL
12) 10 challenges 4 to a chariot race. Why?
Because she's really weird...
13) Everyone gangs up on 3. Does 3 have a chance in hell?
Nah XD maybe against 10
14) Everyone is invite to 2 and 10's wedding except for 8. How do they react?
O_O AHEM sorry, that was my reaction XD FRED wouldn't really care but DEEP in his soul "Auh! SANGUINE! BUT YOU LOVE ME!!! INVITE ME TOO!!"
15) Why is 6 afraid of 7?
Because 7 hunts 6
16) 10 gathers everyone around to tell them a fairy tale. How does it go?
Sanguine takes his hair down that's what. :l
17) 1 arrives late for 2 and 10's wedding. What happens? And why are they late?
10 is very surprised and flustered, Xhevy was late because he was being... YAH KNOW. DEAD. and his wife just cheated on him while he was... YAH KNOW. DEAD.
18) 5 and 9 get roaring drunk and end up at your house. What happens?
Welp... I'd probably have no mo' house XD
19) 3 ,8 ,6 and 4 all go to the zoo for 8's birthday party. How does it go? What presents do they get 8?
Sun god kills Sinclair -___- (AGAIN) and probably Levi too, but BABS and FRED can have a good time XD
20) Everyone gets together and start protesting something outside of your house. What are they protesting? What do you do?
I torture and kill em too much >__> and.... what do I do? Torture and kill em some more... they can't do anything if they're impaled XD or dead~ MUHAHAHAHA!
21) 9 murders 2 best friend. What does 2 do to get back at them?
WELP... That would be fine with him XD might kill her for the hell of it though
22) 6 and 1 are in mortal danger. Only one of them can survive. Does 6 save them self or 1?
Levi would save Xhevy~ and their names rhyme XD
23) Which one of them is most likely to fail at life?
10. Hands down.
24) 5 is trapped in a cave. 10 comes to rescue them. What happens?
10 calls for 2
25) 3 starts a day camp. What happens?
People would probably love it XD
26) 4, 6, and 7 are doing the Hokey-Pokey. 8 walks in. What happens?
Fred would have to kill them all... even his beloved paladin... he can't just be hangin out with diabolists all the time. It's not okay!
27) 1 starts to write a fan-fiction where 9 and 10 are going out. What is 2's reaction?
Check to see if he's got a fever, because that's not okay.
28) 7 makes an apple pie. Is it any good?
It's okay~ mediocre XD
29) 8 and 3 go camping. For some reason they forget to bring any food. What do they do?
8 eats 3... >__> Why is Sinclair always stuck with him and he just keeps dying? XD
30) While they are camping, they run into The Blair Witch. What do they do? (If you haven't seen that movie pretend they ran into the Bogyman or something like that instead.)
Well the sun god would just be amazing and stunning as always and either get rid of it because its too ugly to be in his presence or he would have some fun... if by any chance the blair witch is attractive XD and Sinclair is DEAD so he doesn't get a say in what he does
31)The quiz is over. What does everyone go to do now?
1 - Lays
2 - Drinks/Get's laid
3 - Watches Dramas and cries over 4
4 - Takes apart dead people and cries over 10
5 - Loves # 6
6 - Loves # 5
7 - Hunts 6 and 3
8 - Chills, looks sexy, and gets laid
9 - Is dead and cries over 1
10 - Loves #1
1: Xhevy (Paul)
2: Sanguine
3: Sinclair
4: Babs
5: Lucifer
6: Leviticus
7: Gary
8: FRED
9: Ellastranna
10: Ayane
1) 4 invites 3 and 8 to dinner at their house. What happens?
FRED kills Sinclair ;_; WHY BABS?!?! WHY?!?!
2) 9 tries to get 5 to go to a strip club.
Poor Lucy is taken aback, for why would his own mother want this?
3) You need to stay at a friends house for the night. Do you chose 1 or 6?
PAULLLLLLLLL *_______________*
4) 2 and 7 are making out. 10 walks in...Their reaction?
O_O ..... Wonder's why Sanguine is making out with Gary.... because... they're opposites... >_>
5) 3 falls in love with 6. 8 is jealous. What happens?
Uhm... FRED? >__> Welp... he'd kill poor Sinclair (again) if such a thing happened.... but he's kind of a playa playa~
6) 4 jumps you in a dark allyway. Who comes to your rescue? 10, 2 or 7?
SANGUINE!!!!!!! But... pft >__> who's gonna need saving from BABS? XD Don't you see his name? It's ridiculous!
7) 1 decides to start a cooking show. 15 minutes later what is happening?
Magical stuff *___* do want.
8) 5 is in a car crash and is critically injured. What does 9 do?
Laugh
9) 3 has to marry either 8,4 or 9. Who do they chose?
Sinclair wants BABS~ he lurves himm so~
10) 7 kidnaps 2 and demands something from 5 for 2's release. What is it?
Xhevy's heart >_> But who's gonna catch Sanguine? Gary can't catch Sanguine XD
11) You get to meet either 1 or 6. Who do you chose?
*____________* PAULLLLLLL
12) 10 challenges 4 to a chariot race. Why?
Because she's really weird...
13) Everyone gangs up on 3. Does 3 have a chance in hell?
Nah XD maybe against 10
14) Everyone is invite to 2 and 10's wedding except for 8. How do they react?
O_O AHEM sorry, that was my reaction XD FRED wouldn't really care but DEEP in his soul "Auh! SANGUINE! BUT YOU LOVE ME!!! INVITE ME TOO!!"
15) Why is 6 afraid of 7?
Because 7 hunts 6
16) 10 gathers everyone around to tell them a fairy tale. How does it go?
Sanguine takes his hair down that's what. :l
17) 1 arrives late for 2 and 10's wedding. What happens? And why are they late?
10 is very surprised and flustered, Xhevy was late because he was being... YAH KNOW. DEAD. and his wife just cheated on him while he was... YAH KNOW. DEAD.
18) 5 and 9 get roaring drunk and end up at your house. What happens?
Welp... I'd probably have no mo' house XD
19) 3 ,8 ,6 and 4 all go to the zoo for 8's birthday party. How does it go? What presents do they get 8?
Sun god kills Sinclair -___- (AGAIN) and probably Levi too, but BABS and FRED can have a good time XD
20) Everyone gets together and start protesting something outside of your house. What are they protesting? What do you do?
I torture and kill em too much >__> and.... what do I do? Torture and kill em some more... they can't do anything if they're impaled XD or dead~ MUHAHAHAHA!
21) 9 murders 2 best friend. What does 2 do to get back at them?
WELP... That would be fine with him XD might kill her for the hell of it though
22) 6 and 1 are in mortal danger. Only one of them can survive. Does 6 save them self or 1?
Levi would save Xhevy~ and their names rhyme XD
23) Which one of them is most likely to fail at life?
10. Hands down.
24) 5 is trapped in a cave. 10 comes to rescue them. What happens?
10 calls for 2
25) 3 starts a day camp. What happens?
People would probably love it XD
26) 4, 6, and 7 are doing the Hokey-Pokey. 8 walks in. What happens?
Fred would have to kill them all... even his beloved paladin... he can't just be hangin out with diabolists all the time. It's not okay!
27) 1 starts to write a fan-fiction where 9 and 10 are going out. What is 2's reaction?
Check to see if he's got a fever, because that's not okay.
28) 7 makes an apple pie. Is it any good?
It's okay~ mediocre XD
29) 8 and 3 go camping. For some reason they forget to bring any food. What do they do?
8 eats 3... >__> Why is Sinclair always stuck with him and he just keeps dying? XD
30) While they are camping, they run into The Blair Witch. What do they do? (If you haven't seen that movie pretend they ran into the Bogyman or something like that instead.)
Well the sun god would just be amazing and stunning as always and either get rid of it because its too ugly to be in his presence or he would have some fun... if by any chance the blair witch is attractive XD and Sinclair is DEAD so he doesn't get a say in what he does
31)The quiz is over. What does everyone go to do now?
1 - Lays
2 - Drinks/Get's laid
3 - Watches Dramas and cries over 4
4 - Takes apart dead people and cries over 10
5 - Loves # 6
6 - Loves # 5
7 - Hunts 6 and 3
8 - Chills, looks sexy, and gets laid
9 - Is dead and cries over 1
10 - Loves #1
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